It's just like yesterday since we've been apart. It's just like yesterday that I couldn't forget today. It's just like yesterday that my broken heart's still fresh. It's just like yesterday that everybody can't seem to move on.
What is the step to forgiving? What is the step to forgetting? What is moving on if I'm stuck in the past? I'm trying to forget EVERYTHING. But they say, “Always remember what he did to you. Always remember how he hurt you.”
Then, I don't get what shall I do. I don't know who shall I listen. I don't know who to understand. My heart that beats for only one guy or my brain with intelligence and wiseness that was controlled by many?
Thank you for the happiness and joy you brought me. Things already changed. A single “hello” is now difficult to say. Greeting you “good morning” and “goodnight” is a challenge for me. For what happened, things got awkward.
It's really hard to trust people. I lived full of doubts. And now, this is a karma for me. I didn't trust you, I hurt you, and it hurts me. I'm sorry. It's not only you who broke our relationship, it's me, too.
Now, you're back.
Please, heal everything. Please, don't look on other girls. Don't change paths. Don't change your sides. Please understand the true meaning of love. It's not a freaking game to play.
Please wait. Please, stay. Stay even if we're apart. Please wait until everything was healed. Please stay with me...
and let me love you, again.
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